Lyrics I'll Admit - Brother Jim

I'll admit the bad times have gotten to me
I'll admit my bad thoughts took hold of me
I'll admit that I've done wrong
Why's being easy so hard?
I might take things too far
Burning down the bar
But they'll take it all
All the alcohol
All the sanity, empathy, and all
All their vanity, apathy, all brick walls
I tried to fit right in
Broken block, broken brick
Just couldn't stay in
Had to quit
They always judging out
Never judging in
They always judging out
Never judging in

Thought you'd care
Thought you'd love me
Thought you'd always be true
Now I'm crying myself to sleep
Would you dare
Sink down in misery?
Sunny stare
Can't look at me
Sleeping with a heavy heart is never easy

So many things
So many thoughts
So many dreams

What was so wrong with me?
Was so down, drunk on self-pity
A feeling too fresh to release
Too painful to hold, too gritty
Forgive, let go, and let it be

I'll admit the bad times have gotten to me
I'll admit my bad thoughts have taken hold of me
I'll admit that I've done wrong
Why's being easy so hard?
I might take things too far
Burning down the bar
But they'll take it all
All the alcohol
All the sanity, empathy, and all
All their vanity, apathy, all brick walls
I tried to fit right in
Broken block, broken brick
Just couldn't stay in
Had to quit
They judging out
Never judging in