Lyrics AMOX-CLAV - ConToRtion

You make me wanna chug a bottle of pills
You make me fucking sick you make me fucking ill
When will I have enough skill to say what you want
But while I'm doing so will I be real
I guess sometimes life's gonna be a curse
But I feel like living recently has been in reverse
Every time I wake up I wake up in a hearse
They keep trying to kill me and my life's getting worse
Every time I write I regret every verse
This waters all I see I am being immersed
In the morning when I wake up
Can't even put on a shirt
I wanna overdose and die and my body disperse

Worse
Worse
Worse
Worse
It gets worse
When will it stop killing me
All the gluttony depression feels like foods what I need
To cure all the stress
Can't even find drive for sex
Can't even wake up or rest
Can't even decide what's next
I guess
I guess

Even my closest friends could leave me
Even my closest friends could leave me
What happens to our bodies when we close our eyes
I stare into the black and I see my demise
No matter how hard at life that you try
In the end everybody's tears are the same each cry
What matters to you really it must just be your size
You can spend your whole life just chasing a high
But in the end nobody's happy and everyone dies
If they told you otherwise it was bullshit and lies

I hear the bells ringing
Deathly underworld screaming
Begging me I'm just a heathen
Taking lives I am reaping
Little children hung from trees
The cries of their families
All the begs of the sinners on their knees
The god you once looked up to's pleas

I know that you hear the sound
Fire's spiraling all around
Myself is what cannot be found
You can't just put me in the ground
Bury me I am hellbound
It feels like water and I drowned
I'm feeling awfully confound
Where is your god now