Lyrics Unconscience - ConToRtion

Are you really fucking happy
I don't give a shit
Are you really fucking happy
I don't give a shit
Are you really fucking happy
I don't give a shit
Are you really fucking happy
I don't give a shit

No luck for me I guess I should've fucking seen
The oncoming train that was my desperate need to be seen
Guess I should've been a little bit more careful with the scene that I was fucking with
Could've made a bit more green
I don't care anymore
Life isn't so grand
I just wanna kill myself
Not because of who I am
But I wish who I am could be more
So many fucking open doors and I close them
I just wanna live in the modem
I just wanna tell all my poems
Live my life without feeling so broken

Fuck this life I feel broken
Fuck this life I feel empty
Wish I could be another person or a fucking enby
Cause I'm feeling like my fucking dick is where my fucking head be
What the fuck am I saying I don't know who I am
I lose everything I don't feel like a man
I can't fucking sing I just know I fucking can't
Scratch my ears I don't know the fucking plan
What's the plan nigga I don't know
I can't even say shit in a motherfucking flow
I've got so many fleeting thoughts inside my fucking head
Wish I could start over from scratch or not feel fucking dead
Start over again
Start over again

This is my therapy but I still feel medicated
My music isn't going places I just wanna get sedated
Fuck a person who thinks they know who nate is
Hey can you listen to this beat I just want you to rate it
Contortion is falling off another fucking roof
He'll be lucky if he saves himself another fucking tooth
I don't feel like any song could be enough proof
That my heart is being tugged so hard I don't know what to do
What the fuck do I motherfucking do
When all my fucking life has led up to impressing you
I just wanna make music, sleep, bid you adieu
But it feels like everything I do I motherfucking screw
Wanna jump together off the roof
We can be black and blue
I give up on you and being true
Because I don't know anything that I thought I knew

I don't know anything I thought I knew
I don't know anything I thought I knew
I don't know anything I thought I knew
I don't know anything I thought I knew
I don't know anything I thought I knew
I don't know anything I thought I knew
I don't know anything I thought I knew
I don't know anything I thought I knew
I don't know anything I thought I knew
I don't know any over again
Gain