Lyrics Blades - Cosmic Kid

Here we go again
I′m digging up the demons that I left in the past
I guess I never really saw them through

And again and again
With your car conversations, more like an interrogation
Can't you understand? Nothing to say to you

′Cause the blades from your mouth cut me up deeper than you think
And I'm slowly losing, can't keep my hand away from the door
I may be older but nothing′s changed
You′re still the same
(I may be older)
But you're still the same

If I threw myself down this mountain
Would you finally see how far I′ve fallen?
It's all your fault, I choke on the lessons you shove down my throat
Tear me up, you always know how to kill me on the inside

20 years and you never noticed the quiver in my voice
That said all the things I could never make out with words

Staring at the time
With my mind fixed on your lines
I bury myself in sleep, counting down the days
Until I leave