Lyrics October Leaves - DaChri

Last year I lost you
And by now I thought it would pass
The feelings I fought through
They sneak up, so here I am
Today's your birthday
Should I call, should I text
Thought of you first thing
Can't come to terms with the fact that you are my ex

It's getting harder
To be a lover you don't love back
If I wait any longer
I'll end up as someone that you once had

You're always on my screens
If I block you, they'll still tell me
What you are doing, who you're dating
This isn't helping

It's getting harder
To be a lover that you don't love back
If I wait any longer
I'll end up as someone that you once had

The truth I've buried
Can't do anything
Scars on my heart
They're still showing
And I just can't believe
All I'm feeling
You're still the one that I'm wanting

It's getting harder
To be a lover you don't love back
If I wait any longer
I'll end up as someone that you once had