Lyrics Light & Dark - Embis

I don't even cry when people close to me die
Emotions frozen in time, don't ever show 'em 'cause I
Think it's too much soul for a guy, but me just holdin' in my
Thoughts is as corrosive as lime, if I keep cloakin' my mind
Might be an explosive surprise, but a little hope that's inside
Me, the way I cope is applyin' myself, I wrote a few rhymes
I'm tired of toein' the line in life, I'll go in with plyers
'Cause, bitch, I'm pokin' and pryin' until I grow to arise
Soon I'll be holdin' the prize and then I'll focus on tryin'
To get me whole in the mind, 'cause there's a hole in my mind
It's filled with dopamine, I am like the Hulk with the grind
Hulk Hogan throwin' 'round guys until these folks turn their eyes
Instead of mopin' and cryin', I'm tryin', supposed to be writin'
I was chosen in life to be a poet and I just fuckin' know it
Supplies to be a showman, I'm dyin' for some opponents
Come try if you want the flow then
But I wouldn't call past 4 'cause—

When it all seems well
Then darkness falls down like

Once I rid of my internal envy (Yeah)
And I'm solidified as an emcee (Uh)
Rather publicly or within me (That's right)
I'ma get a mic and I'll spit these
It will minimize all the shit reek (Yeah)
Compartmentalize all the iffy
From in my mind, get a wiff? Jeez
Not finna lie, that is risky 'cause (What?)
I'm in a good state
Good movie, 'bout to push play
I don't care what the fuck you would say
Not 'gon deal with it 'cause it could make
Me fall, and I really stood straight
Crush hate, squish angst, beat anger, mush pain
I surrender, fuck, I'm bout to run way, ah
Fuck, one day, someway (Uh)
Tried to land the plane—ah, shit (Dammit)
And I crashed next to the runway
I was so close, no hope, back to darkness
Now, I'm alone in that apartment
With the same old stinky shagged carpet
And the bad part is, I'm past startin' over
I just gotta accept it 'cause the past startin' over (I am)
And the glass shards will poke you (I'm done)
But they pass, heart is broken
Ah shucks, it all sucks, won't ball 'cause (Yeah)
In the end still got a pen so sharp
It can prolly draw blood even when it— (Yuh!)

When it all seems well
Then darkness falls down like