Lyrics Why - Fallen Oceans

Depression brewin' inside of me
My constant fear and anxiety
I cannot pinpoint the reasons why
I don't feel like part of society

And I could try to take a look inside
To figure out
Why I feel so, hurt
Why I lack self-worth
Why my life's been pain
Since the day of my birth
And I still feel worse
When the pain returns

Too many things in my mind I can't figure out
All the time, you guys would yell and cuss each other out
You don't care about the demons in my mind
'Cause you had your own demons in you all this time

And you never asked why
Why my bitches know smiles
Why I ran for miles
Why I changed my style
Why I look so sad
Why I gеt so mad
Why I want it all to end
I don't make pretеnd
Lost my cousin to the drugs; he was 15
But all the drugs that the cool kids made seem'
I don't care about my friends because the main thing
Is that I do the right thing keep my name clean

And keep my mind clean
Make peace with my damn anxiety
No way I make it back to sobriety
Cause all the drugs will heal the pain inside of me

I'm breaking down (I'm breaking down)
Can't figure out why I (Can't figure out)
Can't take away the pain
I'm borderline insane

Why, why, why
I'm borderline insane
Why, why, why
I'm borderline insane

I can never focus on the shit that works
If you give me 50 dollars for my verse, I'll make it work
But I'll write a fuckin' lie 'cause the truth is all that hurts
I don't think its a surprise, all my problems are the worst
Triple seven on my wrist, but it don't mean jack shit (Why, why, why)
Number of the angel, I fuckin' thought they exist
Just wanna live 2020, ain't that shit
Locked in my room when I'm about to go batshit
I wish I could say it to light
Age 17, thought I wanted to die
But I cannot lie even why I do try
True word from my heart to the end of my life

Word from my heart to the end of my life (Why, why, why)
Word from my heart to the end of my life

I'm breaking down (I'm breaking down)
Can't figure out why I (Can't figure out)
Can't take away the pain
I'm borderline insane