Lyrics No Fly Zone - KaeDee

Everybody's hopping out on holidays
I never used to care now I feel a bit behind
But why? Lord knows
Something deeper going on far as that thought goes
Got friends out in Dam, Spain and Bordeux
And the weather's hella piff right here
Out and about, got the right idea
But I'm bored though
Staying silent but inside I got a sore throat
Yeah, Instagram shooting bullets that I fought bro
But summer time got me in the line of fire
Couple strays, yeah I caught those
And to be real, my BeReal keeps coming at the wrong time
Nah never ready for that reveal
Enjoy the sun, enjoy the park and the people
Let's be real, I really mean the females
Ha, might not be seeing what I see still
It's calm, nah, only saying this to be real

Won't catch me in the sky anytime soon
Apologies if that sounds nothing like you
We're not on the same path, so insightful
Don't you worry 'bout me, I'll be fine dude

Sorry bout the texts that I might ghost
We're two different people, oh, mind blown?
Screwing up your face like, why though?
One day, but for now, no fly zone

I used to go on planes all the time fam
Then something switched like, something's gone amiss I'm
Scared all of a sudden and I'm shook at any little shake
No matter how light, damn
I can see it looking back
The start of my life shifting to a newer flight plan
Mind put on ice, serenity trapped
Happy chemicals lack, squeeze like my brain's in a tight band
Now I'm slowly plucking up the courage
Pandemic got me out the loop so
What can I do? Tryna cover up my worries
Apologies to my ex girl, I only wanted road trips
Wasn't ready for the sky, so she flew out while I was home left
On my own and she was on a motive
She had a tough year, she didn't deserve that
Hurt me to think I was adding to her own stress

Won't catch me in the sky anytime soon
Apologies if that sounds nothing like you
We're not on the same path, so insightful
Don't you worry 'bout me, I'll be fine dude

Sorry bout the texts that I might ghost
We're two different people, oh, mind blown?
Screwing up your face like, why though?
One day, but for now, no fly zone

I'm feening just to dive into a pool again
But the summer's nearly over like that interlude on Views I guess
I gotta wait, until the sun is back around
Jumping on a plane
And there's no contest, so why am I comparing?
No one knows the context, the why behind the onset
Of why I kinda fear it, how I used to love it
But now when we talk of going travelling inside I'm getting panicky
I'm trying hard to show you I'm excited but I'm blinded by the fantasy
Of feeling trapped, even showing signs that I feel are quite embarrassing
So excuse me for a sec, I need time for some planning and emotional management
I went to Bali and I hardly cared that I was flying more than half a day
Proud of me for feeling more annoyed and not in fear when the plane shook
Now I'm heavy out of practice so be patient, I'll be back again

Won't catch me in the sky anytime soon
Apologies if that sounds nothing like you
We're not on the same path, so insightful
Don't you worry 'bout me, I'll be fine dude

Sorry bout the texts that I might ghost
We're two different people, oh, mind blown?
Screwing up your face like, why though?
One day, but for now, no fly zone