Lyrics Silent Psychosis (feat. Starrr Reid) - Kw1ll1s

When you look in the mirror you don't know who you are
What the fuck is achievement
You're a sucker for failure
In a hell of a world
With a delicate whirlwind of everything you love taken away by a storm
Making its way to be harmful
Full of masses and shards
Coming to cut up your arms
Wake up to paintings of blood
Eyes don't do tears cause they're gone
Hateful and simply a sponge
Soaking up feelings cause you're just so empathic and warm hearted as a being
Youve been dealt a bad arm of pain
Armor's changed
It's no more
You were raised to be pissed poor
Now you're making just a bit more
Now you're headed out the door taking on new endeavors
You're not a Salvatore
You won't be living forever
So you feel you've gotta do it all today
All in all with all you've made your life into
Who are you to fight for you
Your humbleness is spiteful
But who will be the rightful you

Finding all these voices that I built in my mind
Masochistic tendencies bombard me all the time
Not alright
I'm not fine
Matter of fact I'm dying inside
I'll never add up to the mark
It's better if I fall apart

You wake up
This place sucks
You think you wanna break up
Wear makeup cause they just don't understand you hate us
Your paint brush
Is made up
It just can't touch the face flush
And make you feel as dangerous and sexy as your anger
You're pretty, but small
You're pitiful but that's okay
Cause you're amazing
It don't matter which pit that you fall
Cause you will make your way out
Like you always do
When you think of friends
You're feeling like they all hate you
But they don't
They're not as cold as the snow
And if they are then you should ditch em
Think about it
Cause you always know when someone's truly lovable
Like are they truly loving you
Or are they just the needle sticking around to pop your bubble that you're living in
You're living thin
You just wanna make it out
And have a lil saditty grin you don't have to fake about
You're staking out
Hoping to catch the snake in your house
But be real
Is it possible that you're just facing doubts

Silence is hurting me
I try my best to bury deep
The part of me that never sleeps
Twisted thoughts
Tormented dreams
Wake up and its on the news
Thought I was safe
But it all came true
I painted every allegory
Won't be here to tell the story