Lyrics Untitled - Kw1ll1s

It ain't too relatable for me to spit this way
My vulnerability is how I'm gonna dig this grave
I picked this way
But I ain't pick the wave of fans questioning me about everything I say
like I'm speaking in parables
Know it can be unbearable
Metaphors paint bulletin boards to depict my narrative
I'm staring out the window at a life I ain't in
I'm gonna run away
Whether or not I find friends
I'm feeling torn in places afraid I can't find my way out of
Looking it me like Keith
Like why
How come
You cant follow in the foots of no one
Bet you feel you gotta show us
Every single thing you do
Knowing its gone sentence
They'll prolly listen to you
Yell well
Just since its you
Keith you've gotta realize you are more than just wasted potential
Making a play that's eventful
Not taking away suspenseful bits
Life can just be so agoraphobic

If you understood the things that I've been through
You'd understand my pain
Understand my reign
Understand the things I do
But at the same time I've been running away
Can't face the truth
So there's nothing to say
I just wish that I could muster the rage
Cause I've been stuck in a safe
When I don't know the combination
I know nothing gets changed

The mirror version of me
Is looking at me
Wondering if I'm a burden to beings
That I've been been reaching out to when I'm feeling down
If you knew what I've been up to would you still want me around
I've been yelling at myself pulling hair out I don't have
And I wanna be afraid
Jump scares make me laugh
I've been dressed in all black
Looking dead but I'm alive
I guess I wanna be a vampire
But also wanna die

Everybody wanna be a vampire
But don't nobody ever wanna drink blood
Everybody wanna be a vampire
But don't nobody ever wanna drink blood

If you understood the things that I've been through
You'd understand my pain
Understand my reign
Understand the things I do
But at the same time I've been running away
Can't face the truth
So there's nothing to say
I just wish that I could muster the rage
Cause I've been stuck in a safe
When I don't know the combination
I know nothing gets changed