Lyrics flowers - Lij

I hope the city catch up with you
I hope your pretty skies all turn blue
All the flowers I offer you, crumble like I often do
I hope you feel bad like I do
I hope you feel that life ain't you
How'd I end up trying to prove
That I should feel ok, too?

I guess it's true, but I hate to admit it
I rarely hung loose, I tend to inquisite
If you would still choose me down the line
Guess you just used me, that's alright

Actually, I'm more broken
Than I'm used to
Haven't spoken much words to you
I've been soaking all this booze
I haven't woken, it's past noon, yeah

Where did all this attention go?
When did all of that tension blow?
I was craving affection, even 'fore I left
All that time spent in your bed, should I have been alone instead?
These assumptions that I dread
Are they not just in my head?

I hope the city catch up with you
I hope your pretty skies all turn blue
All the flowers I offered you, crumbled like I often do
Hope you feel bad like I do
I hope you feel that life ain't you
How'd I end up trying to prove
That I should feel ok, too?

Yeah

I never do this shit for fun
Feel like the moon keeping the sun away
My anxiety is thicker than blood
Wish I was fast enough to run away

Late nights with my head on the pavement
I could take flight off the melatone and pain meds
I don't play nice to myself, I'm tainted
Fight the same fight in my head, I'm better brainless

Faceless
I don't wanna play this game no more
These girls got me on the same shit
I don't wanna blame this all on you
But do you find entertainment in my bruises?

Clueless
As to how the fuck I'm gonna do this
Without you, who the fuck my muse is?
I doubt you even bump my music, but

Hope the city catch up with you
I hope your pretty skies all turn blue
All the flowers I offered you, crumble like I often do
I hope you feel bad like I do
Hope that you feel that life ain't you
How'd I end up trying to prove
That I should feel ok, too?

Hope you feel bad like I do
Hope that you feel that life ain't you
How'd I end up trying to prove
That I should feel ok, too?