Lyrics what about me? - Lij

What about sleep?
I don't even need it, I can go without dreams
It's not like you'll see them become reality
It's been two seasons since you abandoned me
And you've got your reasons, but what about me?

And building our life from the ground up
And what about your laugh?
I miss how that shit sounds, and I
Still think forever when I drive past your street
I'm guilty and fed up of wondering, what about

Sitting in my misery just long enough for me to see
My actions have consequences far beyond my reach
My mentality planted the seed that I had to abandon things
Before I got in way too deep, wasting time on silly things
It's toxic and vile; it took quite a while
To realize my problem was not just my childhood
I cowered at the thought of ever
Towering in confidence
And now it's fading more because I wanted this

So what about sleep?
I don't even need it, I can go without dreams
It's not like you'll see them become reality
It's been two seasons since you abandoned me
And you've got your reasons, but what about me?

And building our life from the ground up
And what about your laugh?
I miss how that shit sounds, and I
Still think forever when I drive past your street
I'm guilty and fed up of wondering

Perdí la lotería, así de simple; mí perdí en la oscuridad, no puedo encontrar mí hogar
Lo que realmente pensaste de mí, mantenlo secreto
Pero te di todo de mí, que se para

So, what about sleep?
I don't even need it, I can go without dreams
It's not like you'll see them become reality
It's been two seasons since you abandoned me
And you've got your reasons, but what about me?

And building our life from the ground up
And what about your laugh?
Fuck, I miss how that shit sounds, and I
Still think forever when I drive past your street
I'm guilty and fed up of wondering, what about me?

And honestly I have been waiting for answers that you and only you can give to me
But I'm working it out, it's all that I can do now
And every now and then I stop to breathe