Lyrics idle hands, restless heart - Lil Waste

I contemplate about all the time spent on nothing of substance
My emotions were always placed in a case to be shown on display
I celebrate the days I feel okay
Used to be there were few but it's not that way
It's cliche but it comes in waves
Crashing down, Pull away, Keep the pain at bay
Thrash around, Pull myself out
Yell at a screen and write my feelings down
God awful things I've thought along the way

This sorrow suffocates like drug entangled veins
A bruised ego breached the confines of my brain
I'll play the worlds smallest violin for the wretched mess I am within
Say it with conviction dear
So there's no doubt you're leaving here alone
All on your own, Scratch out another day, A new one is on the way
Just scratch out another day

I celebrate the days I feel okay, Used to be there were few
But it's not that way
It's cliche but it comes in waves, Crashing down, Pull away, Keep the pain at bay
Thrash around, Pull myself out, Yell at a screen and write my feelings down
God awful things I've thought
Along the way
God awful things
I've thought Along the way