Lyrics Night - Monkey Dola

You can often find me crossing from PM to AM
Online, with homies, delaying REM sleep
Worries raising my bpm, adjusting the speed
Acts are who I am

Expectations lurking in my distractions
Oh they deceive me so I wait on nothing
And nothing is waiting on me
So I'll be everything I wish to be

My hopes in the night taking light from stars
Inspriation is gift for a modest
I model a text from the raw and the subtle
Rest and relief from my dream, find a why in my bars

The need to create crawling under my skin
Leave no juice for the sink, put all in this beat
No joker is hidding inside of my sleeve
I play it all and don't want the medal

I'm pushing my mental
Fears on my mind and they wanna settle
I tell them come in get in serve them flows from the kettle
Showing my metal, I know I'll be fine. I'm just sentimental

Caught in the act of my writting
Researching my rap, fix the way I react
Homie I don't got the answers, I'm stirring shit up
I need to create or I just don't get up

Homie I'm lost in my mind
I'm lost in my vibe
I'm lost in my rhyme yeah
Homie I promise I'll make it
I've been creating so know I'mma give it

Homie I'm bringing it live
It's feeling so right
I'm vibing tonight yeah
Homie I promise I'll make it
I've been creating so know I'mma give it

I need time for my dreams so I spend mine at night
Darkness has space for the mind and it's shine
Contrast and calm helping with definitions
I'm drawing a line on my intuitions

Visions they seemin' so distant to me
Shadows erasing the distance it seems
No limits are left, I'm facing my death
It's limpid, I see it, I'm blinded by

Pain, doubts, lust, fears and void in vain
My hopes get loud and ease my joy
I boil with thoughts put them into sound
I see the darkness that I keep around
-Take me down but my focus breaks me out

If I have time for resentment, I have time to work
If I have time for sadness I have time for words
Worst case I be writting something wack, but I'm training
Pacing my feelings with syllables and singing

Feel like there's nothing but flows on my mind
The way I restructure according to vibes
I think all my life I'll be chasin that light
A choice or a fate does it matter 'cause my

Descent into doubt made me certain I need to be working
Not just for earning I need to be burnin'
In passion or won't feel like living
My time is escaping, death patiently waiting

Homie I'm lost in my mind
I'm lost in my vibe
I'm lost in my rhyme yeah
Homie I promise I'll make it
I've been creating so know I'mma give it

Homie I'm bringing it live
It's feeling so right
I'm vibing tonight yeah
Homie I promise I'll make it
I've been creating so know I'mma give it

Homie I'm lost in my mind
I'm lost in my vibe
I'm lost in my rhyme yeah
Homie I promise I'll make it
I've been creating so know I'mma give it

Homie I'm bringing it live
It's feeling so right
I'm vibing tonight yeah
Homie I promise I'll make it
I've been creating so know I'mma give it