Lyrics Session One - Musmah

Priorities in check, careful with my steps
It's an everyday struggle when you stressing for a check
Tell me what is next? though I'm feeling blessed
Think I lost my GPS in my pursuit of happiness
Never skipping steps on the ladder of success
Start giving more and stop settling for less
Moonwalking through the valley of the shadow of death
Got thy rod and thy staff every time I'm feeling stressed
All of my regrets that I swept under the rug
Letters to my ex that gave all of my love
I find it hard to think every time I feel lost
Now I'm mixing drinks just so I could catch a buzz
Told me it's on sight even though I walk by faith
It was never by my might just to set the record straight
I got money on my mind like every other day
But peace of mind is what I really need today
I just need to breathe, feel the summer breeze
Somewhere by the water, shaded by some trees
Dealing with the drama, had me on my knees
Think I found nirvana through the eyes of my niece
At the hacienda sipping casa with amigos
Got a couple rentals and the homie got it pre-rolled
Everything on code every move is incognito
Chatting with some locals just to satisfy libido

Who am I to judge just because we sin different
Who am I to preach when nobody is tryna listen
When picking up drinks the only time I lift spirits
I been out of reach but still love you from a distance
I can't stay the same if I'm tryna make a difference
I can't switch em lanes if I'm moving with a vision
I can't take the blame if you playing with my feelings
You can charge it to the game if you find the love missing
Told them please don't get twisted

(You really need to talk to someone
It's good to let your feelings out
I'm going to sign you up for another session okay)

My reality is confined to a bubble I designed
Told her read between the lines if you looking for a sign
And if loving is a crime then I might just do the time
Feeling like a bad boy all I wanna do is shine
But I'm stuck in a maze, locked in a cage
I been really in my bag for like twenty-six days
Home and away, still making plays
Feeling like Biggie Smalls, I was questioning my faith
Man I think they caught the bait, plenty fish in the water
The seed that I planted turned into a sequoia
When I was in my bag it was me and paranoia
I gotta think bigger, I gotta move smarter
Forever my endeavor, temporary pleasures
Puffing on that pressure anytime I felt the pressure
Took some drastic measures just to find the hidden treasure
Now they wonder why I never made it to confession
These words might hit a chord but I love the progression
Chilling in a section when we all in a recession
Risky calculations leading to a celebration
Told my sponsor we'll be good, this is all in moderation
I could really go deeper I'm just scratching on the surface
They don't get the picture so I gotta stay focused
All these memories got me caught up in the moment
All these sacrifices just to make a bigger purchase
I'm just hoping it's all worth it
I'm just hoping it's all worth it