Lyrics Trapped - NOTQUITEHALF

These are the reasons to live in this world
NOTHING
Meanings a deep pit with no bottom
Seeing a street kid what'd you taught him
Being a burden is my curse
My families hurtin im the worst
Im too young stuck in the dirt
Killing you is what comes first
Fuck the law ill let em burn
I'm done with waiting imma asian so i know im prolly hated
By a racist cause my race is wong
Your race is white?
Or maybe the adjacent one
Chasing one but
I cant find a reason in this textbook so i made my own
This life it can be messed up i guess i kinda hate my own
Lesson after lesson digress with what you tryna show
The government will take my soul
Before that they will take my bones
Take take take my arrow homing for your home like a drone
I been coughing but the feral's (pharoah's) haven't ate me yet
Im the latest hatest kid get killed due to a racist pig
And all i ever knew to do was take the piss

I seen the truth in all of you thats why my eyes is squinted
My dick might be small but not as small as your fine print is
Five fingers for your innards you can take it
Up your orifice use a dick or a fist
Yous a pussy your a bitch
Pouring it rice wine on your white lies
You cant take it but i felt differently recent lie
I wanna have a decent life
Fuck fighting the virus together bitch ill fight the world on my own
Im attack on titan bitch i shift and explode
The systems full of boulders that ill hurl and ill throw
In a city full of homeless broken dreams on the road
I cant drive no longer motivation burning in eternity
Divided by a lens that is made by those who heard the sheep
I heard the sheet from underneath pulled over all of we
Tryna get a hand over you is it hypergamy?
I cant take your hand I know youll stab me in the back
Trapped in a cycle I cant learn from the past
Ive been stuck in a loop and its moving to fast
Grinning smug but my head's in a cast
Ive been trying to avoid being dead in the past
But im dead in the future eyes locked in the grass
Cocking it back aim for your head
How to escape, im using the lead
Got a meeting with fate at ten past ten
Still in my bed cant wake up
FELL ASLEEP FOREVER
PLEASE DONT WAKE ME FROM THIS TOON
THIS UNCHAINED MELODY
CAN SAVE ME FROM MY DOOM
FEELING HEAVENLY FROM THE BRAIN CHEMISTRY
Serotonin fix me fix me fix me I NEED A SENSE OF CLARITY
Breathing to die breathing for life
What is the why when you seeing the light
I cannot find it
Needing an answer
You will rewind to breathing the cancer
We are just living inside of a code one zero one zero
Once he saw the truth in life
He committed suicide
Wanted out of the game hung up his life and his suit and tie
Fruit to wine and life to death you decide which strikes you best
Trapped inside the head of myself I laugh and find the dread in myself
I clap to see the echos surround
Im shocked to see that nothing is found
Trapped inside of emptiness im trapped inside of emptiness
The shocking truth occurred to me that human life does not exist