Lyrics Crazy 4 U - Nessazary

I was going crazy for you, yeah I was trying to show you the world
Got up and left on me
Yeah Now my heart filled with this hurt yeah
I've been spending money on my own
I've been thinking about you when I'm lonely
I've been carrying a lot of pain
That's why I moved like a dummy
Let me down now I got love from afar
Now when I care this shit, start to scare me
New situation, but can't tell apart
Yeah, all this hurt come with the heart I carry
In my chest, yeah Yeah, I'm doing my best, yeah
This a part of my quest, yeah
They fucked up my trust, I'm a mess, yeah
Fuck the chivalry, I'm done with it all
Everything I do, it don't matter
They just think they could go run off
And they could go find someone better
Whoa, I'm a one of one CEO
I'm the one of one CEO Goat
Look in her eyes, I don't see no soul, whoa
Whole lotta shit, yeah, it trouble my mind
But I gotta not let it get in my head
The devil know, yeah the role that I play
So he trying to tell me I'm better off dead
Sometimes I feel like they really don't care
After all the things I did and I said
I don't say, yeah, what's on my mind
Cause I don't want anyone to feel upset, whoa
There's been times that I want to speak up, but I cant
I wish you could see that I've been trying, yes I am
I love you so much, I love you so much
All these people in my life, they don't even realize
I was going crazy for you, yeah I was tryna show you the world
Got up left on me, yeah Now my heart filled with this hurt, yeah
I been spending money on my own
I been thinking about you when I'm lonely
I been carrying a lot of pain
That's why I moved like a dummy
They make me feel like I ain't worth shit
But I still hope, yeah, they doing okay
No, I cannot change the past
But I for sure, yeah, can change my ways
My brain start to replay All the memories that we made
Certain feelings, yeah, I really miss
Don't know if I'll feel that way again
I hope you know, yeah, I'm still your friend
Complicated, but I won't abandon
Last months been hard, yeah, I gotta tell the truth
If you were in my shoes, what would you do
Would you shit on them when they all left you
Whoa, whoa, yeah
If you were in my shoes, what would you do
If you were in my shoes, what would you do
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If you were in my shoes, what would you do
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