Lyrics Birthday - Nessazary

Them rainy nights, them long ass days, I was alone but never afraid

I did my thing, everyday, I made sure everyone good was straight
Bad thoughts don't wanna live this way, was

Trying to tell my bruddas like come this way
Came through for everyone but they ain't
Wanna come through on my special day

Yeah, yeah, where are they? My 18th birthday, I cut the cake

Only one slice, only one plate, alone on my birthday with heartache
Ain't deserve that yea, that shit was so fake

Life was caving in like an earthquake
And this shit really sad

Cause the way that they do me, yea I'm getting used to it

What the fuck is you saying, go get your get back
Yeah, don't start a fucking truce with em

I'm the joker, I don't fuck with Bruce, nigga
They would celebrate if I, put a noose on me

How quick will they forget me? I don't know
Let's tell the truth, nigga, I forgive, they give up on me
They Don't ever let me fucking be better

You think I'm stupid, yeah, I see the subliminals

All you people, yeah, you really so miserable
In a room filled with people feel invisible

Yeah, I get a kid, I know how it feel
Wake up in the morning, I don't want no meal

I was feeling so sick, I was feeling so ill
Instead of asking what the fuck that you're going through

They gon' say it's a ick it's a ew
Wow, talk about childish

It's funny cause it be the ones with mileage
It be the ones looking up to Kylie

It be the ones that be up in college
Them rainy nights, them long ass days

I was alone but never afraid
I did my thing, everyday

Make sure everyone's good was straight
Bad thoughts, don't wanna live this way

Was trying to my bruddas like, come this way
Came through for everyone but they ain't wanna

Come through on my special day
Yeah, yeah, where are they

My 18th birthday, I cut the cake
Only one slice, only one plate

Alone on my birthday with heartache
Ain't deserve that, yeah, that shit was so fake

Life was caving in like an earthquake
This shit really sad cause the way that they do me yea
I'm getting used to it