Lyrics Shove - Nessazary

I push people away, it's like a light shove
Don't mistake this shit for something that It ain't
I don't feel no love
Buried with the facts of my fate, I don't hold no grudge
Shower curtain helpin' me hide away, sleep In the bathtub
Social media decide your worth
Nowadays this shit is so dumb
I hurt people cause I'm hurt
Yeah, it's like A double-edged sword
Tryna swap out for some different shit
But my heart's still torn
Gotta adapt and change my ways
It's like I just been reborn
Ups and downs every day
Like I'm glued to A see-saw
Sometimes I hate myself, but I'm thankful
I don't gotta Be y'all No prescriptions in my glasses
But you know I see all
I stand out I don't do too much
But you would Think I'm peacockin'
These humbling experiences keep me from gettin
Too cocky I be relaxed, but I still cannot lack, I
Don't want to move sloppy
Im me at the end of the day, I know no one Could ever stop me
I know what I gotta do, but it's hard to
Choose, I got like two options It's really raw
I cannot say it all but
This ain't no pop shit Fire upon your head, you're feelin' red, you're
Just a lil' goblin
I'm sinking I'm tryna tread she wonder why
I don't speak, she's so bubbly
My heart warm from the few calls I receive
These people do love me The devil been tryna dance
Wish you met me at my best
I'm so lovely I know it's easier to give up on me, I know
It's easier to dub me I know I'm complicated
Yes I am, but I promise
Yea I'm worth the love, bae