Lyrics Lose Me - Nessazary

Yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah
Why they surprised when they lose me
I'm fed up with that fake shit yea
Now you gotta lose me, that loyalty so crucial
Yeah
I'm strong, but some things are so hard for my heart to take
Why this love gotta always come with a expiration date
Dark room, nothing to do, yeah, I feel so out of place
They judging' too
Don't know what I'm goin' through, but they like fuck Nes
Lots of things been happenin', it's hard to smile, I've been stressed
Wanted to take my own life
I didn't think that I'd be missed
That be selfish, I can't leave my family down here with a mess
I can't stop, I can't slow down, people count on me for shit
Geobaskets, almost copped me another pair, but I'm done with rick
I know I'm down, cause I'm blowin' a bag right now
And I really don't feel shit
I was down, straight out a hospital gown
Look at me now, should've been layin' down
But instead, I was in stu layin' vocals down
I was in pain, but why lose my focus now
Yeah
They make me feel crazy, look who crazy now
Yeah, the ones I love, they're really so far
Laying low, yeah, I'm just playin' my part
I remember always bein' there for you
Where were you when things got hard
For me, yeah, for me, yeah
I'm nes, you know I do this shit the best and it's just me
Tryna give everyone knowledge, tryna help them find their peace
It seem like when I'm at my worst, they no where to be found they flee
Closest ones to me, sometimes they feel like enemies
They get what they came for and then they fuckin always leave, yeah
They thiefs, yeah, I just wanna say my peace
I been on the down for so long and now I just wanna unleash
Stop speakin' on me, yeah yeah, capeesh
I don't wanna hear a peep, I don't wanna hear you speak
One sided truth's I don't wanna be here
Keep my composure now yea I be chillin yea
But they wanna say I'm the villain
But they wanna say I'm the villain
But they wanna say I'm the villain
It's all fun and games til they kill him
Ha ha ha, yeah, I'm the villain