Lyrics Capsule of Time - NeverxHappy

I was losing my mind
Every day of my life
I woke up in a capsule of time
Feelin like I didn't have a place to call home
Cause everyone living there with me were all just ghosts

I had too many drinks alone
I'd drink every night till I was gone
And poppin' xans till I passed out
It's a miracle I made it out

I was fucked up
Down to the core
I was fucked up
Passed out on the floor
Living in complete despair
Wishing that she was there
I was fucked up
Down to the core
I was fucked up
Passed out on the floor
Living in complete despair
Wishing that she was there

I was fucked up
Forty five nights in a row
It didn't take very long
Till I got out of control
And kept the drinking going
Poppin pillys, feelin low
I only felt sorry for myself
Depreciating all my health
There wasn't a way that you could tell
If I would be alright

Baby you could only tell I was getting worse
I wanted better weather and to break out of that curse
Packed my bags when I found out I could put in the work
I'll follow my dreams and leave this place in the dirt

I was fucked up
Down to the core
I was fucked up
Passed out on the floor
Living in complete despair
Wishing that she was there
I was fucked up
Down to the core
I was fucked up
Passed out on the floor
Living in complete despair
Wishing that she was there