Lyrics Addicted - Rasti

I don't wanna be the guy
To spit like drugs are evil
I just think a point of view
That's slightly different
Ain't deceitful
I've watched this stuff
Tear people down
Without a substance
They will frown
Always easy yeah I get it
I know that you'll comprehend this
Think about it
A high feels pretty good
And I know life is hard
And things do not go how they should
Kids neglected my perception
They're the victims
Might I mention
How it goes
Always starts with something weak
Hit of weed that you don't need
But it's so slippery
OD
Who we call OG
Life gets all smokey
A high releases them floaties
We want endorphins
Endorphins
I just think that I think differently
I'm scared of what they'll say to me
Becoming what I'd hate to be
Acceptance is the major league

What we idolize
I'll address it
Everybody is scared of a lesson
If I say what I think you'll reject it
Then I'll lose all the fans
And obsession
Matthew
Thirteen years old
Loved making everyone around him happy
Did what he was told
Course the weed
It wouldn't kill him
And that wasn't the problem
But it became the problem
When it was they that he would solve um
Four months away from home
Just so he could be clean
And at this time
Matthew was only turning sixteen
He came home fully sober
His mother saw it
All was over
Gave him time
Life was great
Till his old friend from out of state
Moved into town and hit him up
Offered more than just a blunt
December fourteenth o four
Matthew took the needle for
The last time
He OD-ed that night
And there's no disrespect
Truly I do understand the loss
And respect for the family
I'll keep his last name
What a world
We pay for happiness
And just to use it for the best
We must abuse it and regret

I won't watch these things go by
And say nothing
Your life so short
So sweet
Take these pills
Overdose
Novocain into the brain
Just to feel okay
Oh