Lyrics Digital - Rasti

See the thing is
After thinking all the time
That something was like better
Or different
I don't know
I'm just not someone I would ever wanna be around
It's difficult to do things
When you don't like anything about yourself
When you think that you're the
I don't know
I'm not a person you would wanna be
Trust me
I am very self centered
And there's no way to really escape it
If you think about it
It's just kinda
How you're permanently gonna live
And I don't like it
I don't like how the world works
And I hate
I don't know everything kinda
I mean what's the point of this
Like honestly
I'm a person that I didn't wanna be
I'm a person that I didn't see in my dreams
When I was a little dumb kid
But look what it is
I've lost all I was
Rejected the teachings
And turned to the buzz
Tell me the person I am
But don't give a
Oh wait what I wanted to say was
I can't even curse
Even tho honestly
That's how I speak
But seriously Clayton
When did that become me
You don't even trust her
Cause trust hurts
So where you gon go
You claim that
You're actually inside your mode
But I see a person confused and abused
Who's questioning everything that he knows
Tell me the point to the flows
It's all for the numbers
I know that you know
But if you admit it
Then your criticism
Of things you're not living
Might actually float
I was there in the beginning
Before everything that you did
Was your sinning
I think that you know
But you lie like your winning
I won't keep assisting
Your miserable living
You feed off my energy
Watching the memories
Hate what it had to be
Gave you my everything
Really you don't seem to want to get better
You sit in your room crying writing these letters

Look what you do
Really think that it's true
Watching the memories bruise
You think and re use
I see the thoughts in your head
Every one of um
All of that pride
Makes you seem like the son of one
Diva I hate it
You made this conundrum