Lyrics Tryin' - Ricky Hil

So I'm sorry for the things I never said
I was trying to get you out of my head
Don't be a burden on me
I rather be lonely (Lonely)
And I'm sorry that I don't feel regret
I always leave you upset
I wasn't tryna get head, I was tryna get you out my fucking head

If I suddenly fall
Fall back in hell
I land in a heavenly place
Wipe off the blood on my face
The funny thing is I don't even
Feel anymore
If I'm numb then I ain't gotta worry 'bout how to kill anymore
I'm from where the skies are gray
A bitch did me in a grimy way
She let her teeth just grind away
I gave her least 3 pills a day (3 times a day)
She told me nothing matters (Nothing matters)
I'm noticing the pattern (Noticing the pattern)
I just wanna let my heart burn
We get to go when it's our turn

So I'm sorry for the things I never said
I was trying to get you out of my head
Don't be a burden on me
I rather be lonely (Lonely)
And I'm sorry that I don't feel regret
I always leave you upset
I wasn't tryna get head, I was tryna get you out my fucking head

That's where you exist (That's where you exist)
You exist in my head (That's where you exist)
And I don't listen, instead
I wake up alone
Drown in my bed, I drown
Life is unfair to you
And life is unfair to me
But I don't need therapy (Therapy)
'Cause they don't know how to take care of me (How to take care of me)
Baby, I'm coming down, hold me down
My girl kicked me out, she don't want me 'round
Just because I'm down right now (Coming down)
Think I'm a fucking joke, I'm a clown (I'm a joke)
I fell over, but I'll tell you what I found
A new way of looking at life when I'm down
See, I could fucking die right now (Die right now)
But what if I just try right now (Just try right now)

So I'm sorry for the things I never said (Sorry for the things I never said)
I was trying to get you out my head (I was trying to get you out my head)
Don't be a burden on me
I rather be lonely (Lonely)
And I'm sorry that I don't feel regret
I always leave you upset (Leave you upset)
I wasn't tryna get head, I was tryna get you out my fucking head