Lyrics DESTINY - Royal Ryan

This is just my destiny, this is just my destiny
There ain't nothing left for me, no
There ain't nothing left for me, no
Someone tell me why life ain't ever easy
Every day I wake up, feeling uneasy
I'm in a maze, can someone please free me
I don't think anyone believes me when I say

Every day I feel like anxiety is killing me I don't know what to say
One part of me says something is wrong and the other says that I'm okay
That God gives his toughest battles to his strongest soldiers
How do you remain sane when you got angels and demons fighting on your shoulders
Tell me, some days I just don't know maybe I'd feel better if my life was over
Maybe I feel like this cause we never really had closure
My head hurts so much I feel like I have a hang over
But I don't drink, I just take pills trying to forget my old lover
Someone tell me when it gets better

Some days I feel insane
In my head all I see is rain
Nobody understands my pain
I promise we're not the same
I ain't doing it for the fame
Or a moment of acclaim
I just want someone to understand my pain
But all I do is fight, trying to find a remedy
Wish I knew why I have so many enemies
What'd I do to deserve this harsh penalty
I don't know, I guess this is just my destiny

I keep telling myself that it's all in my head that I'm completely normal
But lately these thoughts make me feel like I'm far from normal
Feel like I need some deep rest Yeah, sometimes I feel depressed
One minute I'm happy the other I'm sad don't know why I'm mad
I guess I've just been on this rollercoaster ride full of stress
Guess I was feeling blessed
But I didn't pay attention to signs
What God gives you can be taken away at anytime
So I rhyme, tryna find my peace of mind
Inside I'm in a real bind outside I'm always kind
'Cause you never know what someone is going through
I've been there feeling like I don't know what I'm a do
Do you have any clue what it's like trying to find your purpose
On the outside you're always smiling but on the inside you're feeling nervous
Yeah, if peace could be bought, I'd make that purchase
'Cause it feels like it's me, myself, and I in a versus

Some days I feel insane
In my head all I see is rain
Nobody understands my pain
I promise we're not the same
I ain't doing it for the fame
Or a moment of acclaim
I just want someone to understand my pain
But all I do is fight, trying to find a remedy
Wish I knew why I have so many enemies
What'd I do to deserve this harsh penalty
I don't know, I guess this is just my destiny

This is just my destiny, this is just my destiny
There ain't nothing left for me, no
There ain't nothing left for me, no
Someone tell me why life ain't ever easy
Every day I wake up, feeling uneasy
I'm in a maze, can someone please free me
I don't think anyone believes me when I say

Some days I feel insane
In my head all I see is rain
Nobody understands my pain
I promise we're not the same
I ain't doing it for the fame
Or a moment of acclaim
I just want someone to understand my pain
But all I do is fight, trying to find a remedy
Wish I knew why I have so many enemies
What'd I do to deserve this harsh penalty
I don't know, I guess this is just my destiny