Lyrics Self Sabotage - Ruelle

Just about the time I get it right
Everything's in line, I get anxious
If it feels too good to be true
Than it probably, is I love it but I hate it
I built these walls so tall pretending I am strong
But really I'm just fragile
I wanna keep you close enough
But far enough away for me to handle

Just when I think that the monster is tamed
I hear it whisper "you haven't changed"
At the end of the day, there is no one to blame but me

Self sabotage
Shot of friendly fire on my way down
Self sabotage
Guess I'm always gonna be
My own worst enemy

There's nothing in the water
I'm just known to make it harder
When it should be easy
If I could break the spell
I'd shake the gates of hell
I wanna change, believe me
The deeper we go, the farther I run
Don't wanna be who I've become

Self sabotage
Shot of friendly fire on my way down
Self sabotage
Guess I'm always gonna be
My own worst enemy

Guess I'm always gonna be
My own worst enemy
Guess I'm always gonna be
My own worst enemy
Self sabotage
Self sabotage

Self sabotage
Shot of friendly fire on my way down
Self sabotage
Guess I'm always gonna be
My own worst enemy