Lyrics Reasons - Ryan KJ

I constantly feel lonely
I'm never feeling different
My friends try to hide their pain
With pens by getting lifted and faded
And they say I like attention
Cause i'm always loud
What if the loneliest kid is the loudest in the crowd
I'm preaching to no one
Nobody hear me
I'm reaching for no one
Nobody near me
Scared of fire?
Then you better fear me
Scared of the snakes
So you know i fear thee
Please
Leave me alone
Let me be
I need reason
No reason for me

This the moment
Why don't we run
This the season
It is the season
It is the
We can just be one
It's season
Why don't we run
It can be done
We need no reason
No no treason
Why does it seem tough
Call up the semesters
It just seem tough
She can clean it
Make it soft
Turn the gleam off
Now they see it
All the bull shit
Don't believe it
I need friends now
Please believe me
I feel lonely
Whats the reason

I get cut off when i speak on the phone
Cut that shit off i ain't playin no more
Preaching but nobody hear me
Reaching but nobody near me
Brain power strong when giving me dome
Took the v card i just have her a bone
Still feel alone tho
Still feelings royal tho
King of the throne
Queen brain ain't strong enough for me
Cut her off head game weak
Marie Antoinette
Take tte of and you reference me
Message me
If you got an issue i'm there
Girls call
They like bitch where
When i got an issue
They don't care
Don't care

Is there a reason to believe in you and me
No
Give me a reason and i might just believe
Give me a reason
A reason why i should try
I need a reason to be living this life

Give me a reason to cry
See i got reasons to die
One of the reasons
Is if it's like dreaming
I'll dream that we could just fly
Or i'll dream you give me a chance and i'll be your guy
Oh me oh my
Why do i talk about my car so much
Cause maybe that's all I control
It doesn't go against me
I make plans and it doesn't fold
Unlike the people that i'm friends with
Who claim that i like attention
Cause i'm loud
Well i'm screaming for help
But i'm still voiceless in the crowd
The green vapor just blocking their vision
Trynna find a reason but I couldn't
I should join them and making decisions that are bad
But i'd rather be searching for reasons
Demons sleeping creeping deep inside
My chest
And this sorrow i feel myself feeding

Gives me a reason
A reason for you and me
I need a reason
A reason to believe
Give me a reason
A reason can't you see
I need a reason
Need a reason
Need a reason

Blaming you was just an easy way out
You mistreated me? how'd it play out
A tragedy in the end
You lost a love you lost a friend
I lost myself in the process
Got my shit took by a pick pocket
I just couldn't fucking stop it
But you shot and i couldn't block it
Like for real
What did I do to deserve this
Shit got me so fucked up
That you got me looking for a purpose or a reason
But believe me
I don't love you
Can you leave me
I just really want someone to please me
Not to hurt me
Just hold on to the wheel