Lyrics 2PM in Tampa - Samuel Godinho

I can't lie
I think about you all the time
Another year's passed and I still can't get you out my mind
But since my ego died I don't care about you being mine
Too busy trying to stay afloat within these stormy tides
Lightning strikes the water like Eneru in the high skies
Fly me to the moon maybe there I'll turn back time
But I gotta go farther, deeper in the nebula
Interstellar black hole I think I burned my retinas
Staring at your supernova beauty is so regular
Dead stars are so cold but I don't mind the temperature
Flashbacks of cold winters ice is in my veins
It's easy to be calm when you have no one else to blame
Every day inside the mirror with another phrase of hate
You say it to yourself to try and repent for the pain but
All you do is make it worse and make you hate your face
You burn every bridge so you have no one else to face
Say that you can swim but will you last even a day?
Constant thoughts of past mistakes that you just want erased
The savior doesn't get to pick the people that he saves
And just because you save them doesn't mean they have to stay
Maybe that's your greater purpose find the ones who went astray
Put them on a better path and not receive a single thanks
I'm at the garden where it all began like Darling in the Franxx
Leave as many scars as you want you know that I'm a tank

Praying when I go to sleep I'll see you in my dreams
Praying when I wake up that you'll be in bed with me
Maybe I should go back get rid of all the memories
Memento mori to my hopes and dreams I had when I was seventeen
But I can't let it go it's not wired in my brain
Everything is in a box channel all the pain
If I open it again I think I'll go insane
Side effects of never stopping breathing in the methane
At this point I'll just be comfortable with poison
It's nothing I'm not used too spent my days living in toxin
Aftermath of realizing I wasn't an option
But I did it to myself for trying to keep you boxed in
She's holding on for dear life yet I'm tryna let go
Then the roles reverse it's just another cycle
Balancing the weight of all my thoughts on a paperclip
So imagine what that does to your relationship