Lyrics Happiness In Milligrams - Subconscious

Looking back i never needed it. happiness in milligrams.
The cold became a comfort, safe within her arms.
Maybe i just needed to get out of the winter when i buried myself alive.
And you, you say "a lifetime of regret" as if you cared enough to bear it.
And you can still see september in my eyes.
You were so far.
I never thought that i'd say the distance makes it easier.
Maybe i was falling too fast.