Lyrics Dead Instead - Twiztid

I wanna be happy
Like people in pictures
I see on the doctor walls
I wanna feel better
All by myself
Without the help of drugs or alcohol
I wanna be social
Kind and friendly
With great subjects to talk about
But when I come in contact with others
I'd rather just go and shut my mouth

I build these walls!
To keep this things in line!
It seems these walls!
They'll lock me up in my mind!
I build these walls!
To help with my head!
It seems these walls would rather have me dead, instead!

It's a struggle for me to try to exist inside a bubble
I'll admit I often stumble, I'm no diff'
Feel the pressure losing grip
Speak your mind or bite your lip
Either stand or take a sit
From the info that you get
No one knows if it's legit
I don't really care anymore
I know it sounds selfish
What am I helping it for?
No one really cares anymore
Know it sounds helpless
Know it sounds helpless

I build these walls!
To keep this things in line!
It seems these walls!
Will lock me up in my mind!
I build these walls!
To help with my head!
It seems these walls would rather have me dead, instead!

I wanna be happy
Like people in pictures
I see on the doctor walls
I wanna feel better
All by myself
Without the help of drugs or alcohol
I wanna be social
Kind and friendly
With great subjects to talk about
But when I come in contact with others
I'd rather just go and shut my mouth

I build these walls!
To keep these things in line!
It seems these walls!
They'll lock me up in my mind!
I build these walls!
To help with my head!
It seems these walls would rather have me dead, instead!

Have me dead instead!
Have me dead instead!
It seems these walls would rather have me dead, instead!