Lyrics The Grey Area - Zalea

This is the grey area, this is my life and my experience
A never ending roller coaster of an emotional conscience
A lost soul in this world looking to love and be loved
Broken by society, cold and inhuman

When the light fades it feels like Im in a daze
My thoughts are so confusing my emotions become a maze
My veins so filled with rage
I can't seem to turn the page
So I write down all my thoughts and spit them to beats my homies Made
I only feel peace when the beat is on
I only feel calm once I hit the bong
We here for the moment, won't be living long
But music never dies, miss me and play this song

Mixture of the black and the white
Between the low and high
I'm in the grey area
Trying to find sky
Who the hell am I?
Lay me in azaleas when I finally die
I'm
Finna cry, my boys been wondering why
I don't have a straight answer so I just kinda sigh
Fuck this pain let's just get high
My emotions on the rise
It's ultimately my demise
My feelings always compromised

This is the grey area
This is my life and my experience
A never ending roller coaster of an emotional conscience
A lost soul in this world looking to love and be loved
Broken by society, cold and inhuman
I said, this is the grey area, this is my life and my experience
A never ending roller coaster of an emotional conscience
A lost soul in this world looking to love and be loved
Broken by society, cold and inhuman

Smoke a pack for breakfast, switch out cereal for cigarettes
Living life too fast, Too many memories became regrets
Razorblade salvation on repeat but I ain't listening
Mess around with darkness, tryna find the piece that's missing
Cause Im sinning, a controversial villain, can't have a conflict without Receiving every feeling
Know I keep in real in the lyrics, don't get hurt
If you mad about how you feel now, just know it worked
Cause I'm beast mode, so ill now
My friends like my trill sound
My mom got doctors coming round
Pack me a toke, lets just calm down
I might need some detox
I can't find my huff socks
My brains full of roadblocks
Been trying to admit that I'm lost
I keep asking round, where the fuck I go from here
I aint get an answer, so Im standing paralyzed with fear

This is the grey area
This is my life and my experience
A never ending roller coaster of an emotional conscience
A lost soul in this world looking to love and be loved
Broken by society, cold and inhuman
I said, this is the grey area, this is my life and my experience
A never ending roller coaster of an emotional conscience
A lost soul in this world looking to love and be loved
Broken by society, cold and inhuman