Lyrics true colors - kennedyxoxo , guardin

We're just wasting time
Sitting on these porch steps, feeling unimportant
Vacant minds
'Cause nothing's everlasting, hope is what I'm asking for
This time
I have trouble grasping conceptual fasting
Horrified
By the strangers sat in my head telling me that I'm dead

The air that I breathe is heavy around me
And I feel like things are better without me
Resort to the trees, my chest fucking pounding
I smoke to perceive all that is surrounding
It's not what it seems, it's hard to describe things
'Cause I cannot read beyond all of these pipe dreams
I hope that you're free amidst all the high beams
And if my car passes, I hope you find me

Oh, I feel like giving up
Oh, I feel like giving up
Oh, I feel like giving up (I feel like giving up)
Woah-woah, oh, I feel like giving up
Oh, I feel like giving up
Oh, I feel like giving up (I feel like giving up)
Da, da, da, da, da

I'm overstimulated and fucking hollow
I know that you're tryna conversate, but it's hard to follow
Mama said, "Son, the truth is the hardest pill you'll ever swallow"
I hope I see you tonight, 'cause I might not wake up tomorrow
You can't look me in the eyes, I know, my mind tends to wonder
I say we can take our time, you say we shouldn't even bother
I think maybe you were right, who am I to try and stop her?
So I guess, this is goodbye 'cause I don't wanna make it harder

Now it's just wasted time
Now I'm sittin' in my bedroom trying to forget you
I should change your mind
I don't know what happened
But you'll get what you're asking for
In time
And everything that you said is echoing in my head
But I don't mind
And it's best if I remember 'cause at least I'll learn a lesson

Oh-oh, oh, why are you giving up? (Why are you giving up?), oh
Why are you giving up? (Why are you giving up?), oh
Why are you giving up? (Why are you giving up?)
Why are you giving up?