Lyrics Problems (My Life For Yours) - kendy

I could write one hundred songs about you
And I'd still have problems
I could write ten million songs about you
And I'd still have problems
Everything's changing so fast
I do not know how to solve em
All my pain's in my past but I've still hit rock bottom

Everybody wanna doubt me, wanna see me fail
Even though I'm fucked I still prevail
Keep my head held high and my chest puffed out
Live this life for two not just me and myself

Look cause, I don't wanna be me, I don't wanna go home
I don't wanna write songs about the things I've chose
I want you, I want me, I want happy, I want free
I want to live this life for you and me

I wanna find my feet and just learn to walk
I wanna make you proud when I learn to talk
I wanna wreck this beat and just get to god
So I can tell him that he fucked my life up

Damn, I don't understand why it's coming for me
Damn, I don't get the feeling that I can be me
I don't wanna bow down, I don't want to pray
I don't want condolences till I can see your face

I could write one hundred songs about you
And I'd still have problems
I could write ten million songs about you
And I'd still have problems

This is everything but fine, everything but good
Everything means nothing but I'm misunderstood
Nobody wanna get me, nobody can
Nobody knows the pain the blood on my hands
Well look
I watched you die
And that's just my life
There's no goodbye
Girl, there's no farewell

Look, I'd rather you be alive and hate me than you be dead
I'd give my life for yours if that means you won't be dead
Your sister miss you, your momma miss you, I miss you
It's so simple, it's so cruel, it's bad moods

Your mom hasn't been home for more
Than three days in like sixteen months
Your momma ain't the same she lost her daughter, it's so fucked
Sven is at my place we cried today, we won't eat lunch
We're all so fucked, I'm sorry hun

I could write one hundred songs about you
And I'd still have problems
I could write ten million songs about you
And I'd still have problems

10 million words ain't enough
Died at young age still growing up

I never saw suicide from the jump
You were just like me you were just like us

I can't believe that you did what you did
What about your momma nigga what about your kids

I live everyday and I'm fucking upset with you
Mainly because I was in the same shoes as you

I cried so many times
Remembering words repeating the lines

I blame myself everytime
Everyday you on my mind

You had just got out of rehab pill pushin
Conversations with you and I'm still lookin

For a purpose cuz I felt so lost
You got me hooked but nigga at what cost

Feel like I enabled your habits
When I seen that pill I should've grabbed it

But nigga I was hooked too
It felt so good and it still do

Miss everything that we used to take
I ate a perc at end of the day

I wish I could go back and dub
I wish I could give my nigga one more hug

Man this life ain't what it used to be
I miss y'all niggas what you do to me

I Lost three of my niggas to same thing

Pj and Jacob I'm missin you
Jovan don't worry I'll check on your kids for you

I wish y'all niggas ain't leave

I could write one hundred songs about you
And I'd still have problems
I could write ten million songs about you
And I'd still have problems
Everything's changing so fast
I do not know how to solve em
All my pain's in my past but I've still hit rock bottom

I could write one hundred songs about you
And I'd still have problems
I could write ten million songs about you
And I'd still have problems
Everything's changing so fast
I do not know how to solve em
All my pain's in my past but I've still hit rock bottom