Lyrics Complicated Matter - pnut

Sitting on the porch thinking
Maybe if I tried harder things wouldn't end up this way
My head is cracked and my brain continues leaking
Feeling like a new person every motherfucking day

Goodbye school friends
Goodbye weekends
Goodbye my life back then
Goodbye powdered noses
Goodbye angel toes being dipped in the sand
I have no words for any other plans

I'm sorry for what I see
Sometimes this gets too much for me

Staring in my bedroom feeling
Like nothing really matters so maybe I should just leave
You scream my name but we are still nothing
Complicated matter, it's just a little too much for me

I wish I could go outside again
But even you can't put me to sleep

Goodbye school friends
Goodbye weekends
Goodbye my life back then
Goodbye powdered noses
Goodbye angel toes being dipped in the sand
I have no words for any other plans