Lyrics I Dont Own a Pistol - pnut

When we met I was nothing but you showed me how to love
And I loved you, then I left you, now I lost you, and I don't know what to do
Now you beg me back but is it just cause I'm something to lose
These planes are crashing all around me but they won't take me out
I can't deal with this new weight I keep on wondering how
Did I really mean nothing did you do it to put me down
I should be dead but
I don't own a pistol

You gave me trauma PTSD PTSD
Now you wanna act like an addict like you don't even care
Now you gave me trauma PTSD PTSD
Yeah you gave me trauma PTSD

I promise that I'm no saint cause I made shit mistakes
But I need you, yeah I crave you, and I'll take you back in one instant
And that's what we're living does it matter if I trust it
I am circling this feeling and I can't figure it out
Did you love me when you did what you told me not to worry about
I just want to stop this shit can I bring it to an end
I shouldn't be here but I don't own a pistol

You gave me trauma PTSD PTSD
Now you wanna act like an addict
like you don't even care
Now you gave me trauma PTSD PTSD
Yeah you gave me trauma PTSD
You gave me trauma PTSD PTSD
Now you wanna act like an addict
like you don't even care
Now you gave me trauma PTSD PTSD
Yeah you gave me trauma PTSD