Текст песни Mindset (feat. 26 Hold'n) - Andiroo

Yeah
While I'm living like I'm in a different house
Everybody's living like they're winning now
They ain't see the shit I go through every day to make a living
They just don't know when I'm down
Yeah they see comments and the presents that I get
I guess that means that I don't ever get depressed
I'm pressed that I don't have a right to be upset about my situation
So I hide myself from here on out
And they're saying now I got an attitude
With the fame and name I don't know how to prove
That I ain't different now I'm only sad as you
Too busy being lonely, time for you
Ain't a thing so I just made a promise to
Never forget you made me this dude
So I'm thankful every time I'm seeing you, yeah
And I'm really sorry to my brother, sister, mother
It's apologies I never miss but I just beat myself up
And yeah I'm bleeding but I'm never seeing if I'm changing so I'm leaving
I'm sorry that I'm different, sorry that I'm living
How I'm wanting no one making my decisions
And I miss the way I used to say that I just love myself every day but now I hate him
And they say that I be acting different now, I'm just careful with the people I'm around
You ain't really know who's there for you or who's about your money
If there's something more right now
You're making moves and everybody's jealous now
How did I caught up with this fucking crowd
I ain't sign up for the pain and rain it's making me complain about my life I'm ending now

Fuck
Fuck!
How do I put this into words?

Sorry mom and I'm sorry dad
I ain't mean to be someone else who tries to be what they really can't
I ain't mean to have dreams in the hardest industry and without a plan
I was in a lot of pain, gun up to my brain tweaking off the fucking xans
Where's my chance
Where's my sympathy
I was losing my friends and that was causing me the hostility
But I don't get a fucking voice, no money equals no choice
I'm used to drinking my pain away, so I don't make no noise
Not one peep, no sleep, not a person cares about me
It's all about what they need, they want to take away what I dream
But I ain't giving into negativity and being someone you want me to be
Imma ride my pain into real fame cause I see a lot of possibility
I don't want to grow into a man, I don't wanna grow away from you
Cause my mindset is on pain I feel like imma end up fucking hating you
My plan is not to be someone else and I hope you all can understand that
I can't do this music on my own, I need support to be what I imagine

Yeah
How could somebody with so much attention be all by himself
How could the love that he's getting be nothing but detrimental to his health
How could he love all the praise that he's getting for being himself
Be the reason he's insecure so when it's leaving he knows that he's never enough
So he hides away blocking out anyone offering help?
I just want someone to be there for me but I do not have any more love
I'm picky with the ones that I be giving care to
Even though I can't afford to lose anymore trust
I beat myself up like I'm stronger than I really am so I prove to you that I ain't broken
I'd stop but I know I just never have figured out how to get up
And I'm sick of the battles that run through my head
Living the past open scars that have bled
Always regretting the things that I've said
Making my way to eternal regrets
I walk my depression and make sure it's fed
I could make the choice of religion and cleanse
But I feel a little bit safer when I'm never happy
So maybe I'll pull on the trigger and then I'll be
Just pretend I never felt the pain
With how I'm acting I feel so insane
I know I'm passionate about my past but it's inside my brain
Forget it now I shouldn't make excuses, or that's how my listeners end up in nooses
So I better be a positive influence, I'm a realistic person I know truth is
It's all about mindset but we're clueless
And I know shit can go wrong but we'll heal the bruises
And I know I might be down and feeling useless
But in the end we're all okay and I'm here to prove it