Текст песни I Miss Being a Tree - Clementine

The sun licked my face through the cracked blinds
I turned on & layed still
Through my squinting eyes
Last night I got high
& Went back to July
I′m eating your lips
On your torn self portrait

She's got eyes on the back of my bed
I′m self conscious and anxious as she watches me undress
I'm alone for the first time in ten months
& Wondering why would I set fire to my life again this time?

I didn't care if I lost all my friends
I imagine myself dying when I drive through intersections

We put meaning into that little ball of lint

Fuck his name
Fuck last night
Fuck your face
I′m so tired
Of acting like it′s all okay

My mom's got this friend
She′s gonna die in a few days

Oh I'm lost, yeah I′m lost oh I'm lost
Lost oh I′m lost, oh I'm lost
Lost, yeah I'm lost, oh I′m...

Oh I try to avoid taking Broadway
Or saying your name
You wake me up every morning
I went out last night & ran into the sun
& She sang to me
"I miss being a tree"

I spent almost a year crying onto your shoulder
& Now that I don′t have you I've been forced to get older

Oh we hid our love inside that
Little
Ball of
Lint

Fuck his name
Fuck last night
Fuck your face
I′m so tired
I hate everyone
& Everything

Some days my mom's
My only friend
I′m fucked when she leaves

Oh don't leave me, don′t you leave, don't leave
Oh no
Don't leave me, don′t you leave, don′t leave
Please god, don't leave me, don′t you leave
Don't

I′ll always wish the summer
Would've never ended
But it did
& It burns

My heart

& Now I′m just trying to mend it
& Not fall apart

& Tess, you're really making it hard

But for some reason I'm still holding on to that
Little
Ball of
Lint

Fuck his name
Fuck last night
Fuck your face
I′m so tired
I don′t understand a single thing

Suzanne says she's surprised but she′s not
Scared to die

Well I'm lost, yeah I′m lost
Where am I?
Oh I'm lost, yeah I′m lost
Who am I?
Oh I'm lost,
Yeah I'm lost,

Oh well I′m fine