Текст песни LoneWolf - Da Kid Premonition

Lonely nights consist of shedding tears
Contemplating my regrets and deepest fears
Wondering why everybody leave and shit
Searching but can never find an answer clear
Validation never reached
Lesson life will teach
Always lonely
Peaceful to way to be
Fuck dependency
I needed room to breathe
To see through the deceit
I'm finally prospering
Young kid all he had was a pen
He ain't really have a friend
Turned they backs in the end
Always praying and wishing to make it to the top
But ain't no ladder to climb and the path got roadblocks
Got the weight of world on his shoulders
He a man so he can't show emotions
He gotta bottle em up
and say he don't give a fuck
They say he fighting demons he say that he focused
He don't have no more patience
Ain't no waiting
Or the past will awaken
Overtake him
And with no hesitation
Try to break him
Mary Jane that he takes in
Medication
Comfortably isolated
Rarely affiliated
Circle shrinking in radius
Nigga that's just the way it is
Can't remember what day it is
Contemplating his fate and shit
Cuz livin got him feeling inundated
As I was drowning in a ocean of stress anxiety and depression
Requesting a life preserver from those I had thrown one to before
I became bewildered by the unwillingness to return the favor
And was hit with an epiphany
Fuck Y'all
LoneWolf walk alone
LoneWolf on his own
LoneWolf nobody cared
LoneWolf and now we here
LoneWolf no getting close
LoneWolf territorial
LoneWolf step back
LoneWolf or get cracked
Mental and physical drained
More kush than blood in my veins
Anxiety Robbing me of my sanity
Wracking my brain
This prolly synonymous of my hatred for pain
Cuz I don't wanna feel nothin ever need more Novocaine
Loves a lie so I decide
I'm taking back control of life
Increased my pride
Cuz ain't nobody care if I should live or die
I Swear my thoughts so clear at night
Can't keep my name out ya mouth
And steady checking up on my whereabouts
But Don't even speak when I'm out
So cut the bullshit what the fuck is you bout
Loco hombre coming straight out the south
Moving different ma dukes need a new house
I'm built for this beyond a shadow of doubt
Call me Nostradamus cuz I foresee the clout
Ticking time bomb and I'm ready to blow
Just like tech Im bringing speed to flows
Punctuality
When asked to do a feat
Can't take a month when niggas ain't even known
He called kid but he got baby hulk
Don't care about ya feelings I don't give a fuck
Cuz if you hearing this and kinda feeling shook
That's cuz I sent my shots and wet em like I'm Dbook
Clearly I need to relax a lil bit
Checked my inventory got no chill to equip
But I'm demonstrating that I'm built for this shit
Bringing contract skill but I'm still independent