Текст песни Inkspill - Egg Roll

Maybe I don't like the rap to it
Maybe one day the clock will stop moving
Maybe nobody listens to this shit just to like
Maybe I'll just load the gun and end it all tonight

Wake up wondering what's my lack of purpose
Carrying on each day, is it worth it?
Cause day by day, I feel more worthless
Wake up everyday man, everything is hurting
Like the motivation to get out the bed
Come into the light but it's dark in my head
Always joke around and I forget what I've said
Spilling out my guts on the paper so it's coming out red
Feeling like I need to end all
Feel like I'm waiting for the day that I can fall
And let go of everything carrying in my life
End that too, man what's left in the pipe?

Maybe I don't like the rap to it
Maybe one day the clock will stop moving
Maybe nobody listens to this shit just to like
Maybe I'll just load the gun and end it all tonight

What if I'm brutally honest
And wonder who the fuck is on this?
Got nothing to go by so I'm falling
Try to glue together a project put my all in
Wonder how much it costs to achieve some thrills
Everyday debating should I be popping pills
Hope to rack up money so I can pay for the bills
Counting down the days until I get killed
Hope it comes to a complete stop
If it's a ride, I'm hoping it'll let me off
Cause you can't see me, aw
Now that I'm done with the love

Maybe I don't like the rap to it
Maybe one day the clock will stop moving
Maybe nobody listens to this shit just to like
Maybe I'll just load the gun and end it all tonight

Pop, and stop breathing
How long ago was my pop leaving
Tryna keep my heart beating
Countin down to the weekend
What's my life with some magic
Everyday feels like I'm repeating all the average
Made my own wonderland, Alice
Try to keep my own world so I make it a palace
But would it matter, since it's just a fantasy
Never met anyone that's truly a fan of me
Ocean Gang more than just a claim to me
They all the friends that go through the jam with me
Through the thick and thin
Will they stay for the end
Maybe one day I'll win
But that's not soon
So just let us in
But that's not soon
So just let us in

Maybe I don't like the rap to it
Maybe one day the clock will stop moving
Maybe nobody listens to this shit just to like
Maybe I'll just load the gun and end it all tonight
Maybe I don't like the rap to it
Maybe one day the clock will stop moving
Maybe nobody listens to this shit just to like
Maybe I'll just load the gun and end it all tonight
Hold up