Текст песни Idk Why Its Like This - Isxxc Jxmes

Moved to town about twenty nineteen
Prime years of being a troubled teen
New school new friends repeat
But I think this place is pretty sweet
Great group of friends and the love of my life
Didn't see it coming let the world roll the dice
Threw a party kissed her on the first day
Asked her out on Lil Peep's birthday
Played in a band we were metal heads
Writing music in the basement torn to shreds
Sneaking out getting stoned as fuck
Getting into trouble yeah we were on the run
Starry nights, pretty sights, and no fights
Nothing but good vibes then we reunite
I swear we had the best times in history
Drunk thoughts always thinking bout a mystery
Summers coming to an end then your back to school
Then the fun stops isn't that just cruel
Months go by and the snow starts to fall
Quarantine screwed us all we did was call
Feelings getting to us it was getting dark
That time I really tried to make my mark
Minds in a scramble then I'm in shock

Last few weeks of twenty one
I really felt like just giving up
No hope left didn't wanna keep going
Didn't see any progress start growing
Smoking cigarettes fuck it back to back
Thinking I was having a panic attack
I could see it in her eyes asking what's wrong
Tell her how I'm feeling she said be strong
Sitting at the bar on the verge of tears
Lost in my mind I'm tryna think clear
The clocks about to strike midnight
Thinking my future won't be bright
Inspiration hit my head
Think about the nice things people said
Made a resolution imma make it
Once I get the chance you know I'm gonna take it

This my story
These past nine months have been fucking mind scramble
But this shit happened
It's not stopping me
But I'm making the best out of it
You'll get through it
I know it
Its me

I don't know why it's like this I
Got bloodstains on my mattress I'm
Steady thinking what my life is I
Never wanna grow up fuck the system
Moved from my hometown god I miss them
Heart break from the past and I'm still broken
Sipping on this Jack and now I'm choking
Burn a hole in my lungs from smoking

Uh

From what I'm smoking

Uh

My mental states not at it's peak
On too many pills yeah I can't speak
This is my story I said what needs to be said
Now here's something to play on my deathbed