Текст песни Dolor - Jimi Priceless

A slow decline, burned in my memory as flashbacks
I try to look past em, think about the times we had that
We used to enjoy together, no we can't get that back
That was before this instrumental even had raps
I don't rush the process but my patience ain't unlimited
Started making this when you just started diminishing
Things take time, you had none left to see me finish it
You're not here to hear me kill this beat, I gotta live with it

In my headphones, I no longer hear you in the background
Now it's way too quiet to record these tracks now
Can you tell I miss your presence, does it stand out
Tryna stay centred, mixed feelings bout how things panned out
It ain't all good but as long as you're better now
I always tried to do my best but if I let you down
Then I hope your spirit lifts mine any second now
Thought I knew what loss was, but I get it now

I'll play this when the pain hits
I'll keep my head up, it's better to just face it
There's nothing we can do to it change it
So I'll play this this when the pain hits

Flashbacks of a slow decline
Watching your dementia, thought that I'ma lose my mind
Looked to me, called me the names of those who have already died
I could only sigh as I was sitting by your side
Stopped feeling like going out, in the house I stayed more
Cancer attacking you, what I'm tryna hit a stage for
When I see you, in the hospital on that same floor
Your suffering had me conflicted, wasn't sure what to pray for

I guess I'll understand when I get more older
I was your favourite, I never got looked over
Summer won't be the same, without you the world's colder
But whom shall I fear, when I have you on my shoulder
Your cigarettes, you always kept you a packet
Except for your last month, we tried to limit the damage
You were a big loss, the impact on us was massive
Lifelong smoker, yeah from ashes to ashes

I'll play this when the pain hits
I'll keep my head up, it's better to just face it
There's nothing we can do to it change it
So I'll play this this when the pain hits