Текст и перевод песни Jinmenusagi - バイバイ

バイバイ

俺のライブを楽しそうに見てる君を見てるのが辛くなった
いつ頃からだか分からないけども遠くに行くことが無くなった
予定ではもっといいものを誕生日とクリスマスにあげるってはずだった
バイトしてラップして頭抱えてる理由が段々分からなくなった

みじめな思いを抱えたままだとちゃんと君の目を見れないよ
そうどんなに頑張ったところでフリーター俺は君の前にいれないよ
ずっと前から考えたけれどこんなのとてもじゃないけど言えないよ
そうさもっと優しくて金もある男といつか出会うかもしれないよ

なんとなく感じてたズレは気付いたときにはでっかくてさ
昨日の夜に見てた夢じゃ君は落ちこんでなくてとても楽しそうにしていた
でも今朝きたLINE
絵文字とスタンプばっかで話題がない
本当はつまらないんじゃない
言わないことの方が増えてく 疑いも増えてく
カン違いのレベルを超えて壊れてく
受け入れることを忘れ 受け入れられることを当たり前に感じていた俺は一瞬だけの悲しさで
「死ぬほど好き」って言葉に呪われ
戻れないとこまで行くのを選んだけど
来世も君に会いたい バイバイ

みじめな思いを抱えたままだとちゃんと君の目を見れないよ
そうどんなに頑張ったところでラッパーの俺は君の前にいれないよ
ずっと前から考えてたけどこんなのとてもじゃないけど言えないよ
すれ違ったままお互い気づかないフリをして一人でなんて生きれないよ

Bye

It became painful watching you enjoy my live show
I don't know when it started, but I stopped going far
I had planned to give you something better for your birthday and Christmas
I no longer understood why I was working part-time, rapping, and holding my head

If I still feel miserable, I won't be able to look you in the eye
That's right, no matter how hard I try, I, a part-timer, can't be with you
I've been thinking about this for a long time, but I can't say it
That's right, you might meet a man who is kinder and has more money someday

I had a vague sense that something was off, but when I realized it, it was huge
In the dream I had last night, you weren't depressed, you were having a lot of fun
But then came a LINE this morning
It was full of emoticons and stickers, but there was nothing to talk about
You're really not having fun, are you?
The things we don't say keep increasing, and so do the suspicions
It's gone beyond the level of misunderstanding and is starting to break down
I forgot to accept, I took it for granted, and I was momentarily depressed
I was cursed by the words "I love you to death"
I chose to go somewhere I couldn't return from
I want to meet you again in the next life. Bye

If I still feel miserable, I won't be able to look you in the eye
That's right, no matter how hard I try, I, a rapper, can't be with you
I've been thinking about this for a long time, but I can't say it
If we pass each other by and we both pretend not to notice, I won't be able to live alone