Текст песни A Year In Space - Jon Hope , Khary

Alright, can I be honest?
I've broke rules, I've broke hearts, I've broke promises
You might think that I'm self aware,
But I fake confidence
But I feel free tonight
I can see the light,
My way out of this
That begins with me,
Things I was doing for you
Are things I should do for me
Yeah the giants sleep,
I've got a stalk to climb
Better not make a peep
But damn it's steep
I ain't never seen the peak
They don't want you to see the peak
DJ Khaled voice
I ain't know that I had choice
I ain't know that I had choice
I ain't know I,
I am my opposition
That puts me odd position
This is my audition
I know that I talk too much
I know I'm not the type to listen
But here I am,
Right here before your door
My mom says I need the lord
But if spent all my money on girls and clothes
Holy water I just can't afford
I can't follow you
I can't follow you
Please don't follow me
I got problems see
Pride I'm swallowing
Really honestly (ah ah)
I think I need time at home
I think I need to meditate (ah ah)
I think I need time alone
I could use a year in space

I don't love myself
But you keep loving me
I am not the man
That I wanna be

I don't love myself
But you keep holding me
I can not be yours
And live comfortably

I got the whole wide world in the palm of my hands
Though I have it for ransom, it makes all the demands
Just another day on a lonely Earth
Tryna see which ex gonna stone me first
Searched my soul for my own rebirth
And convinced myself that don't need church
What is my self worth?
In state of panic
Depression gets hard to manage
New York hurt my heart
But made me a man
Rhode Island is a different planet
Am I not Brave?
Does that make me coward?
I used to want to save world put a cape on
But is this world ours?
Conscious Khary,
Became Captain Khary,
For the sake of myself
And the sake of you
With too much whiskey and too much truth
Oh how I miss you an aimless youth
What's the right time to hang my boots?
What's the right time to call a truce?
I deal with darkness inside my mind
So it feels like sunshine to be recluse
Luck is light,
But that's what makes me right
The fact that I know my life,
Is a roll of dice,
Not a girl in my Rolodex
That can make me forget my price,
I am not my vice
Overworked I need 2 brains
Never hang like Hussein
Dark nights without Bruce Wayne
Not afraid to be crazy,
We all are,
I'm afraid to be too sane

I don't love myself
But you keep loving me
I am not the man
That I wanna be

I don't love myself
But you keep holding me
I can not be yours
And live comfortably

I got the whole wide world in the palm of my hands
Though I have it for ransom, it makes all the demands
I got the whole wide world in the palm of my hands
Though I have it for ransom, it makes all the demands