Текст песни If I Die Today - Krystal Evette

If I die
Tell my closest that I love them
If they knew they knew
The pain became too much to bear
If I go
Please know that I was ready
I just couldn't do it no more
Please don't think that I don't care
If I die
Please learn the skills so you can let go
I don't want you to cry
I'm gonna be happier somewhere else
If I go
Please just try to move on
You know that I don't think I'm worth it
This pain I've been in is hell

If I die today
Please know that my pain was too massive
If I die today
Please know that my thoughts held me captive
If I die today
The reasons why are in the music
If I die today
Please remember

Remember me fondly
If you remember at all
I hope you felt the love that I had
If you could pierce through my walls
Remember me laughing
On the days it wasn't forced
Please know that I'm sorry
For whatever it's worth

If I die
By hundred pills or hopping buildings
I just couldn't fight anymore
Please don't think it was you
If I go
I'll make sure no one's around
I'll let a stranger find my body
Know that I'll miss you too

If I die today
Please know that my pain was too massive
If I die today
Please know that my thoughts held me captive
If I die today
The reasons why are in the music
If I die today
Please remember

Remember me fondly
If you remember at all
I hope you felt the love that I had
If you could pierce through my walls
Remember me laughing
On the days it wasn't forced
Please know that I'm sorry
For whatever it's worth

I'm closing the curtains
I'm just going to sleep
There won't be an encore
The target is me
I'm closing the curtains
Please just let me die
There won't be an encore
Don't watch the life leave my eyes

Remember me fondly
If you remember at all
I hope you felt the love that I had
If you could pierce through my walls
Remember me laughing
On the days it wasn't forced
Please know that I'm sorry
For whatever it's worth

I'm sorry to my friends
And I'm sorry to my parents
I wish it wasn't like this
But to me it's so apparent
To the men I have loved
Know every word was true
And as I slip away
Know that I am crying too
Know that I am crying too
Because I'll miss you