Текст песни Ashtray - Lil' Keke

They say life goes on
Time continues to pass
(Yung Bala on the beat)

I miss my man
I been thinkin' 'bout my brother and his last day, yeah
Got me fillin' up my ashtray
Be strong, you a soldier, what the Lord say?
Thick smoke in the ashtray
Got me thinkin' 'bout my mother in a bad way, yeah
Still fillin' up the ashtray
Hard times don't last, that's what they all say (nigga)
Thick smoke in the ashtray

I've been thinkin' 'bout Poke, my brother died on me
Right hand to God, I really cried, homie
Right after that, them niggas lied on me
I was able to hold on, but still lonely
I be duckin' that fake love, I'm good dawg
I ain't make no excuses, nigga, I stood tall
Never reppin' the front line for the wrong thing
Ain't no traffic where I'm at, I'm in my own lane
I passed the graveyard and tried to look the other way
Real niggas, we shed tears on Mother's Day
The cup's spillin', I'm still fillin' the ashtray
No relatin' to niggas hatin', I mash play
From the bottom, my nigga, we ain't the same cloth
God forgive me, I'm just tryin' to work this pain off
I'm a king, nigga, even when my chain's off
That's why decades later, I Got the same talk

I been thinking bout my brother and his last day
Yeah, Got me fillin' up my ashtray
Be strong, you a soldier, what the Lord say?
Thick smoke in the ashtray
Got me thinkin' 'bout my mother in a bad way
Yeah, still fillin' up the ashtray
Hard times don't last, that's what they all say
Thick smoke in the ashtray

It's been a journey to the top, man, I'm still on it
A lot of niggas was jealous and turned they back on me
Do the crime, do the time, that's the grind, homie
The game hard, don't play it fraud and live phoney
If she weathered the storm, nigga, then she a keeper
On my hustle, I'm still dreamin', but not a sleeper
Got me feelin' the ashtray, my thoughts deeper
Never switch up on your partner 'cause the price cheaper
I survive, I'm a soldier and I stand strong
But when that casket close, life just goes on
I'm thinkin' 'bout my nigga while I'm eatin' dinner
After that, it's thick smoke behind tinted windows
Facing them fears is how you beat the pain
Never risk it all for two years of street fame
Look at them niggas who tried to cheat the game
They planted the wrong seeds and hate the rain

I've been thinkin' 'bout my brother and his last date, yeah
Got me fillin' up my ashtray
Be strong, you a soldier, what the Lord say?
Thick smoke in the ashtray
Got me thinkin' 'bout my mother in a bad way
Yeah, still fillin' up the ashtray
Hard times don't last, that's what they all say
Thick smoke in the ashtray

I still keep them last text messages
They remind me of my niggas
You know, I still got your name saved in my phone