Текст песни Synesthesia - Lordjay

Sometimes I think all I'm ever doing is trying to convince myself I'm alive
Sometimes I think all I'm ever doing is trying to convince myself I'm alive

Maybe I'm just way too high but there's too many NPC's outside
Can somebody please tell me why the same SUV's double parked outside
Yea maybe it's my paranoid mind
They still tryna get me realigned
And everyone who thinks outside the box is out of line
And everyone who thinks inside is getting left behind
Maybe if I shucked and jived they wouldn't wanna push me to the side
But everybody knows the white mans rules I can't abide
Blue strips and black lives, only things that's on my mind

You got to get out of here
You got to get out of here
You got to get out of here
You got to get out of here

Oh my god
Mr Lordy
You're up
It's been 22 years
What the fuck!

I prayed for this it's really overdue
You down bad and I proved you wrong you just went 0 for 2
I owe it to my city and it's something that I always knew
It's really just so fitting when certain people they proud of you
And I'm having my proudest moment
Sound familiar don't it
Look into my mirror and I see my only opponent
Rap sound like I wrote it
Off top nigga you know it
In the simulation nigga I just think I broke it

I just think I broke it
I just think I broke it yea
I just think I broke it yea
Sometimes I think all I'm ever doing is trying to convince myself I'm alive
Sometimes I think all I'm ever doing is trying to convince myself I'm alive
Sometimes I think all I'm ever doing is trying to convince myself I'm alive
Sometimes I think all I'm ever doing is trying to convince myself I'm alive