Текст песни Adolescence - Merceze

I leave six in the morning home after nine at night
Don't know what to do with my life but I hope to do it right
Try to answer the standards so I could look my father in the eyes
But my anxiety would spike every single night
Sitting with no answers wish to bring back my grandparents and cure cancer
And manage the chances of the dirt I left in the hamper
And every moment I could stand up I just and there
Punished by the crackers and it seems that I can't care
But I can't cure what you can't learn with just these words
After writing every verse I sit and wonder what you heard
Depth of perception wrong directions lost in my misconception
Death of my presence wonder if I made corrections if you would see perfection
I count all my blessings and stay away from weapons
I contemplate all my endings and admit I'm afraid to bear it
Cant concentrate my hate to all my questions
Tensions day to day if my wish was a mistake would a lamp spare it

You cant save me
From these chains I'm in
I was getting high watching how late it get
You cant save me
From this grave I dig
I was on the moonlight trying to save days I live

Just give me time and wait
I could prove I could be great
Said he could boost the rate
As if it's a good trait
If he could give then
She would take
They said they could live but
But they never was wake
All the toxicity I gave and the moments that went to waste
Radioactivity in my brain in my head I can't change the state
So don't say that I'm from the PA living in the A
Because I just wanna go home even if there was hate
Even if I was fake
That means what wasn't real was real
Confusion in my face
And I won't find help with the pill
I'm a vet with the will that could wield a will to make will hold still
And kill whatever wasn't real
I stayed on my side but there was four wheels
The corner of south side a father and kid was killed
And ted said he was all right
Till he jumped off a bridge he built
A world that makes me sick and it is filled with the bloods filth

You cant save me
From these chains I'm in
I was getting high watching how late it get
You cant save me
From this grave I dig
I was on the moonlight trying to saved days I live

I am still young and afraid grow up
If he showed love then maybe you could show us
Problems begun and your guns would go up
If your problems begun then I wouldn't show up
Soft is what they call me
Maturity it was calling
I see the calm breeze on the palm trees
And the water it was salty
Then the waves fall deep hit my head on the concrete
Said to me if he had weed it would never wrong me
Stuck in what harm and wrong means and how they contrast
I was in the summer ray wearing all black
Cops find nothing when they search me
I wonder what to call that
And the pig said I looked like I had all that
I know what I am to me
But can't define what I am to you
You said you wanted a peak
And began to deny the truth
War on humanity
It is defined in the roots
Nigga tried to suspend me
But couldn't provide no proof

You cant save me
From these chains I'm in
I was getting high watching how late it get
You cant save me
From this grave I dig
I was on the moonlight trying to saved days I live