Текст песни Suicide Letter - Milo

Damn

Putting every fucking thought into this letter now
I finally found a way that I can let em out
I have this evil in my heart but I can't tear it out
I made my bridges for some distance just to tear them down
I hope things would get better now
They told me to be careful for what I wish for
I said fuck that
Go copped a genie so I could finally wish for it
Guess my family might be pissed off
Just a little overwhelmed I never meant to do it to them
Now I ain't the same man
See overtime my heart has changed plans
I'm hella sorry for this shit, I tried to make amends
I tried to keep a smile on me but I can't pretend
Been many times I stayed strong, it's like I can't again
I'm blank again
It's like I keep seeking something
God keeps pitching me these blessings but I can't see them coming
I'm really bugging
Now I'm like fuck it
Hella people I can turn to but I keep turning to nothing
Heart is full of so much pain I can't take it
Stuck here anxiously waiting
I'm full of hate with no patience, I fucking hate it man
With every hour hour that goes by the shit is more dangerous
I be coming more amused to my own dangers man I know it
Not that I'm looking for some help
I was just looking for someone who stands heroic
When I'm helpless Guess I'm selfish but I love it
I guess I'll listen to my heart and just say fuck it

If you're reading its too late
If you're reading its too late
I have one million things to say, and I couldn't find a way
Had to get this off my chest, so I had to put it on this page
If you're reading its too late
If you're reading its too late
If you're reading its too late
I have one million things to say
Had to get this off my chest, so I had to put it on this page
If you're reading its too late

Hell, that was my stupid ambition, your fucking stupid
If you thought this bullet could fix it what are you doing?
I mean if something was missing I'll understand
But there wasn't you just made it convincing
How did I get in this position
Through washing dirty dishes
Making pancakes in the kitchen
To me lying here wishing I didn't
And it only took one minute
For me to fully regret this decision
So no more studios and video shoots or challenges for YouTube
And no more Fortnite, Call Of Duty or watching Hulu
You have so many options you must flip the card that you choose
And if it ain't the right card you loose
Just know I tried to find some faith but wasn't able to
I tried to turn all of my weaknesses to strengths but wasn't capable
I tried to put my all into this shit
I never wanted this shit
The devil may appear as beauty until you fall for his shit
So if you're reading its too late
If I did it, its too late
Like damn I had one million things to say
Put every thought onto this page
So if you're reading, hope your reading, I hope this explains
If you're reading its too late
If you're reading its too late
Man I couldn't find a way
Wish I would've found a way
Then maybe I would've stayed
Then everything would be okay

If you're reading its too late
If you're reading its too late
I have one million things to say, and I couldn't find a way
Had to get this off my chest, so I had to put it on this page
If you're reading its too late
If you're reading its too late
If you're reading its too late
I have one million things to say
Had to get this off my chest, so I had to put it on this page
If you're reading its too late