Текст песни Equals - Mixed Matches

I just wanna know if I was made to lose
Living in the aftermath of what we knew
Thinking of the problems that I'm going through
But I feel like I miss you

I don't wanna keep the memory away
I just wanna learn so I can concentrate
I won't ever know if it'll be okay
To pretend like I knew you

When your keeping track
I'm staying
When it's all apart of you
Would I know it then, my problem?
As if you always knew
I don't wanna know, oh-no
What I could say
Keep it in the past when I could see a change
I don't wanna feel like it'll stay the same
Following it back to stay for you

Tell me it's better when you're feeling indifferent
I couldn't live a lie
Keep it upon us when you wanted to cope
But I don't know if you're right

I just want to come back when I want
And I want to keep up with your cause
And I just want to know if I'm wrong
And I want to know if I'm lost

Believe me
'Cause I just wanna say
That I'm feeling
That I'm over the pace
Don't teach me
What I've come to regret
Just ease me
And I'll do it again

When your keeping track
I'm staying
When it's all apart of you
Would I know it then, my problem?
As if you always knew
I don't wanna know, oh-no
What I could say
Keep it in the past when I could see a change
I don't wanna feel like it'll stay the same
Following it back to stay for you