Текст песни Letter of Detachment - Money DLo

I'm going crazy, but I've been thinking about you lately
Thinking about what we missed out or maybe I'm not thinking straightly
Feel tension in the air, thought to myself that it won't phase me
Naturally an overthinker, wish my head was thinking blankly
But I won't do you shady, I ain't gon lie feel like you played me
Think I have to let you go, can't keep on letting you just break me
And I hope you understand, cause opportunities await me
See what this life has to offer, see what type of things amaze me

And I still got questions, no I ain't ever learned my lesson
Like what goes on through yo head, or whos the lucky man u blessing
Wanna find out your emotions and what really got you stressing
I don't like to play no games it's like I'm checkers and you chessing
Just give me a second, you know that time is of the essence
Girl I used to know you since the time that we was adolescents
You gon' see a star arise you got a real one in your presence
I can't fall into temptations can't fall into no depression

I can't say the way I think in my head I had fable
I'm still trying to figure out what I'm bringing to the table
And excuse me for my feelings I'm emotionally unstable
I'm emotionally unstable

Protect my heart from pain no no i wasn't able
I considered you my person but we never had a label
And I tried to do a lot and I never seeked appraisal
No I never seeked appraisal

I ain't no saint, but I knew this from the start
I've been fucking bitches who ain't have my best interest at heart
And I'm willing to let go and yet I'm willing to restart
Look I needed you, but you just needed me to play my part
We won't tear apart, I got your back that's from the heart
I don't know where life will take you but I know it'll take you far
And I'm flowing on this beat you hear the sound of the guitar
They trying to paint you like you evil that's not who you really are

See I can pick and choose somehow it always come to you
And then when it came to me, you got to actin all confused
I got so used to winning, forgot what it was like to lose
You can't take all the blame, I know my feelings misconstrued
Trying to paint the picture, I did my wrongs and so did you
This song is just to represent that I made peace with it, I'm cool
But I don't know if you gon' care or if you'll even get the clue
So Imma just keep on pushing but I had to speak my truth
DLo

I'm going crazy, but I've been thinking about you lately
Thinking about what we missed out or maybe I'm not thinking straightly
Feel tension in the air, thought to myself that it won't phase me
Naturally an overthinker, wish my head was thinking blankly